Masculine Feelings - A Poem

 Dedicated to all the Males....

Life is full of sweet moments,
as said by everyone
But Life is not that fair enough,
this is known by none

We work hard to get what we want,
we put our heart and soul
We even hurt ourselves sometimes,
to reach and grab our goal

We make ourselves worthy enough,
we make ourselves sweat
We keep on saying to our life,
that I will win the bet

But when the judgement day arrived,
and I was keen to succeed
I lost the battle I prepared for,
My heart started to bleed

And then we start scolding ourselves,
"Why did I worked so hard?
I had sleepless nights every time,
I made myself a fucking retard!"

"What was the use of my hardwork?
when all went in vain
I stopped even watching porn!!
I made my life insane"

"I decided to forget all my enjoyments,
to work hard some more
I decided to leave them for a while,
My Wine, My Weed, My Whore"

"Life can be so cruel to me,
I had never expected
I became a laughing stock for all
I was made to feel dejected"

Life is full of sweet moments,
as said by everyone
But Life is not that fair enough,
this is known by none

A PCM student opted Journalism!?

                   This was the reaction of many people when I took this unexpected decision.....


Hello Reader! How are you all? I hope you all are happy in your lives. Today I am gonna tell you all that why a PCM student like me...decided to opt journalism as my career.

Well, the reason dates a long time back. Don't worry, its not like I am gonna take you ages back. Eight years ago... when I was in class V, I was given an opportunity to deliver a speech on the Director's Birthday celebration. Earlier I got scared that how will I even speak a word in front of so many people? Although there were hardly 100 students, but still I was shivering with fear and nervousness. But still my teachers had great confidence on me...which gave me the courage to speak. And guess what??? Everyone in the audience clapped like hell for me. They all were very impressed. This was just the beginning. After that I got many more chances to perform on stage like speeches, acting, anchoring and many others.
And then I realized that I was actually felt very happy when I did all this. Not because I got a chance to escape from studies...but because I found a hidden talented person in me. Someone very creative and who can actually contribute a lot in such things. So, I thought of opting a career, which has all this.. in much detail. Then I came to know about Journalism and Mass Communication and started doing a research on this. And then I decided to opt for this field. But my parents advised me to take up PCM after high school. I told them everything about my career selection but I Believe that they were not that convinced and told me to take up PCM. So I followed what they said.

But yes... I remembered this very old saying which comes from our elders.....
"Always go for that profession which makes you happy..." 

After my exams I started filling the forms of colleges offering this course because fortunately by this time, my parents were totally convinced and agreed to my decision. I started preparing for the entrances. Some people asked "You have to PREPARE for its entrance?". 

Hell Yeah fellas!!

And then, with god's grace and my determination, I got 461 rank. This was a miracle for many people. My overall board percentage was in 70s plus my class performances was also just fine..sometimes very bad. So, this result was a jaw dropping news for many people. They all were happily shocked. But still, my best buddies congratulated me for my achievement because they already understood my potentials. Thank you buddies...for never making me feel a worthless fellow.

Right now I am studying in the best college for my course. Everyone is proud of me. Everyone congratulates me and wishes me good luck. And I am happy that all these wishes and greetings are not fake....

So now I will take your leave from this cyberspace. See you all

Take Care
Peace
:)

Its About Me

                                        A Multi Religious person blessed with many talents....

Hello Readers! How are you all? Hoping that you all are happy in your lives. So today I am going to tell you more about me, which is clearly understood from the title. So lets begin...

My name is Paurush aka Divyam aka Gunnu aka Betu aka.... I also don't know how many names I have. My parents call me Divyam at home and Paurush is my official name. Divyam means the one who keeps shining and Paurush means physically and mentally strong.

I was born on the eve of  21st February 1995. It was Tuesday and my dad got the news from the nurse "Mubarak ho beta hua hai". I know I am saying as if I am a Prince of a Sultanate. But I don't know why God cried that day as it was raining heavily. I feel that this incident was similar to what happens in Bollywood movies and Hindi Dharavahiks. 

Right now I am a 19 years old short, a bit fat and dark but handsome boy. I belong to a Zamindaar family and I came to know this 2 months ago.. Oh yeah, I was confused about my caste! And moreover, I am a multi religious person! Let me tell you how before you scratch your head.
Actually I am both Hindu and Muslim, Its like if you imagine the map of India and Pakistan, you can say that I belong to the area which is common between both the countries............................................ I know it was a PJ (Paurush Joke). The reason why people think I am a Muslim is the spot on my forehead. Its said that a person who reads Namaaz five times a day, usually gets a spot on forehead ( which I have just because of tanning). Some say I am a Bengali, some say I am a South Indian. I reply them patriotically that I am a complete Indian.

I am pursuing Bachelors in Journalism and Mass Communication from a renowned college of Delhi. I can sing, act , speak and write and I Believe that I am a creative person. And guess what? Everyone agrees too this.(Eeee). I like to learn different indian languages and I a big movie buff. I am a big fan of Christian Bale(Batman) and Bradley Cooper and my favorite directors are Christopher Nolan and James Wan,  Zack Snyder. And dont you dare make fun of Batman .

People say that I spread happiness with the way I speak and talk. When I hear this, I really feel proud of myself. 

So this was about me. Now I will take your leave from the cyberspace. See you all!! 

Take care 

Peace

:)

Hello!

Hello readers! My name is Paurush Chaudhary and Welcome to my personal blog I Believe...

As you all must have clearly guessed from the title, this is a place where I will be sharing my thoughts and incidents of my life. Now their arises a very obvious question. Why will someone read my blog?? In todays fast paced life, where people dont have time to read even the newspaper, how can I expect someone to have time to know about my life??

Well I Believe...that there are many people in this world who are just like me. I Believe God has manufactured several carbon copies of mine in this world. There are many indivisuals with whom I share an almost similar thinking process. And I Believe that those people will agree with my assertive thoughts and decisions. Those people are my target audience or to be more specific, my target readers.  And also I dedicate this blog to my family, my best friends and..... someone special.

Now I will take your leave from this cyberspace. See you all....

Take Care
Peace
:)